Happy ending

My words

2012-02-13T06:15:00.000-08:00

My quotes from twitter.

- Knowing that someone is really important to you, and that person is starting not to care about you anymore, this hurts the most.
- You know what it kills me? Knowing that you've like someone else.
- God, please send me to somewhere quiet and peaceful so I don't have to worry of being hurt by people over and over again.
- I don't care I don't care I don't care I don't care I don't care I don't care I don't care I don't care I don't care I don't care...
- It's so foolish of me hoping and wishing that you'll be right beside me no matter what happen.

This are some quotes from my twitter. Read more interesting quotes on my twitter profile.
@Carissatyl_ and @Takenaway_. Remember to follow me.

Insecure

2012-02-12T18:54:00.000-08:00

Have not blog for 2 months. This is the first blog post i post this year. Right now, i'm bored so i think of blogging. I won't be blogging that much, i think? I'll only post pictures. So.. school was cool, great, fun. Spend my days in school with my good friends. Thanks to them, they never leave me alone. Valentine's Day is coming, Tuesday, 14 Feb and i'm going for cca. The fuck. I hope on that day, it'll be fun, seriously. I'm forever alone on Valentine's Day. 14 years still alone. Fuck yeah. I don't know why i'm blogging cause i know there won't be anyone reading my this damn boring lame blog. So yeah.. I guess i'm done with this post. And yes, i'm very active in twitter. View my profile, @Carissatyl_ and @Takenaway_. Follow me. Been really frustrated these days yeah

Hopeless place

2011-12-20T17:25:00.000-08:00

Ohyeah baby! My birthday is coming. Oh, my blog is so dead. I hate that i'm very lazy all the time. 4 more days baby! <3 ohyeah ohyeah! I'm currently freaking boring. I should go back to sleep soon to waste my time. This few days, it's like the same. I'm still being crazy and retarded. Yesterday whole day at Jasmine's house, spend my day there. Looking forward to my birthday, i guess? Hope it won't be screw up. I found love in a hopeless place~ i'll be back.

Sick and tired.

2011-12-12T14:32:00.000-08:00

Great, this is fucking great. I am officially grounded like a dog. My phone got suspended and i can't go out. Great life huh? All you think was negatively thoughts, it wasn't true. Your impression of me is, 'bad girl'. Isn't it? Come on, i'm not deaf and i'm not blind. I got eyes to see. I hate how the way you treat me, to be honest. I've been tolerating for quite sometime. I would treat you differently because of this. You ain't trust me, believe me. To you, i'm a liar. Yes, i am a liar. I lie everyday, every minute, every second. Are you happy? I'm sick of this. I shall spend my days at home, reading book. Wanna buy some story books soon. Hope by 1 week i'm not grounded and i can get back my line. I'm already dying.

Glad you came

2011-11-30T23:49:00.000-08:00

Morning, Kaiyi accompanied me, waited for my buyer to come. Home after math cause i don't know how to play pool and don't feel like playing pool so didn't join the guys. Waited for childhood friends to come over to my house, while waiting for them, watched my movie for awhile. Mavrick came, subway for lunch. Jam with cousin. One by one came. I miss Jason Yong, it's been so long ever since I've seen him. Drank Heineken with Mavrick, Jason, Joben, Marshall and Jasmine. Some of them were drunk. Jam with them tooo. Cover with Jason and Joben around 12+. It's was great. Pictures, craziness with them. They're sucha great childhood friends and best friends. Miss the days when we were younger. Block catching, catching, hide and seek. Remember? I wish my birthday will be great too. Please.

Stay, please

2011-11-29T17:16:00.000-08:00

Getting tired of cca, yknow. Sun burn, sun tanned. I'm enduring. When i kept thinking about sports etc. In my mind, it says that i sucks in sports, ain't good at anything. Sometimes i think i ain't good for my currently cca. I'm bad in it. One day, i'll learn how to cycle, bowling, swim etc, everything.

I need a job, i want a job, i need money, i want money. Seeing people working, earning money makes me jealous. I want to work too, but i'm too young. Why am i so young? Next year, i swear i'll find a job and work. Craving for food and clothes. When can i slim down? I kept on eating non-stop. Whenever i'm at food, all i do is, eat like a boss. I've to start on my diet. Bunnies are cute, like me.

I can't think straight.

2011-11-28T16:25:00.000-08:00

This month is a great month and a bad month. December, please be a good month for me? 24th December is coming, it's my birthday. Christmas Eve. I was wanting my birthday to be celebrated at chalet, but i think mom's not gonna want it. I bet i'll be getting lots of present instead. I want big bear, all my big bear don't know fly till where. This year pass really quickly. Next year, even more quickly. I've grow older day by day, i wish i was still a small little girl who likes to play with toys and always fight with her own brother for fun. Now, everything's change. We have our own thing to do, not caring about each other but still bond with each other at times. Not always, but i still love having fun with my brother and sister. Though i'm the darkest and youngest in the family, sometimes, i feel like i'm the biggest. I find myself naggy at times. Wish, Christmas will be much better this year. 2011.

More than friends.

2011-11-26T16:09:00.000-08:00

Pictures took on 20/11/11. I am so bored, i swear. I hate that today's Saturday and i'm at home using the computer not going out and have fun. I shall spend my day sleeping and watching movies. Oh, my blog is dead. Very dead yeah. What should i say now? Just stalk my twitter, follow me. @Carissatyl_, i'm more active on twitter. Formspring me yeah? Ok bye! I wanna watch my movie now.

I never told you.

2011-11-25T23:01:00.000-08:00

So here i am, blogging. Out with Jasmine and Jiayi for Teentop fanmeet. Make fan board then off to novena, waited for 2hours. Jiayi went back home first. Waited like a fool, standing up. My leg cramp. FINALLLYY, TEEENTOP CAME! Everyone shouted like crazy so do i. I must be insane or what. Ljoe is really hot, Niel tooo! ALL OF THEM. Took photos of them. After that, train to Jp to have my dinner with Jasmine. Bought chocolate and cereal at NTUC. Teentop made my day. Met greyson chance too. Didn't post about it cos i was lazy. So yeah, enjoy the photos. OK BYEEEE! TEEHEEE.

Kbox

2011-11-07T22:36:00.000-08:00

Kbox from 11.15am-2pm. It was super cold inside, freaking hyper and crazy. Sing sing sing sing sing~ I sing until out of tune. Laugh out loud. After kbox, walked to Jurong Central Park. Saw a angmoh guy, he said hi to us or to xinyue. I don't know~ after that when we were going, he screamed 'BYE BYE'. We didn't reply him. Ate haagen daz. All of them went home and i went to find my family. Watched Tower Heist, i bought for grandma a alarm clock. Im sucha good grand daughter right? Great day.

If I let you go.

2011-11-06T23:42:00.000-08:00

Nicolette's house. Meet Jasmine and Mavrick, lunch at Pastamania, frolick and Gongcha :) hehe. At night, Marshall came. MacDonald, Shark fin, Candy floss and Otak for dinner. Slack slack slack, Jasmine went back home. In the room with Mavrick and Marshall, sing and rap with them (y) went home at 12+, took the lift alone and i got freak out by a old lady.. Scary old lady. Ohmygod, nightmare.

Forget about everything and move on.

2011-11-04T23:07:00.000-07:00

SOOOOO! Today is daddy birthday. Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to daddy, happy birthday to youuu! Gave him his present earlier on already. Celebrate dad birthday with family :') it wasnt really a good one but we hang around, laughing and listening to songs.I took a photo with dad a few days back. It's nice nice nice! Hohoho! I love my dad alot. His the best dad ever! I love him! <3 I'm done with my rubbish, so yeah, i'm bored everyday.. Dad is currently sick and I think I'm going to be sick soon.

Time for some party

2011-11-02T22:22:00.000-07:00

Picnic with them, it was supa crazy and fun. Love spending my time with them. Shall let the pictures do the talking, i don't know what more to say. Dad's birthday in 2 more days. So excited for his birthday, dinner at night i think at restaurant? Not sure about it, so yea, cya! Wait for my next post! :) soon soon soon! I'm bored bored bored, everyday bored bored. I WANT MONEY!

I'll miss my classmates.

2011-10-28T21:07:00.000-07:00

LAST DAY OF SCHOOL IS TODAY AND I'LL MISS MY CLASSMATES. Even though they piss the hell out of me at times, i still love them :) Cya next year! And lastly, my clique. Nasuha, Kiathuan, Yingxiu, Shuqi and Qianli. I'll miss them even more! Memories with them are even moreee. HOHOHO. CYA PEOPLE!

You destroy my life.

2011-10-25T14:49:00.000-07:00

Math day today! FUN AND AWESOME, this is what i can say. My group member, James, Yazid, Kiathuan and Shuqi. We were all mad and hyper. Wii boxing make us mad like crazy. Teachers join us in too. Help us fight. HAHA! So, we won 1st price! Highest in our class and we got gift :) share it with the others. Fun day today. I won't forget this day. I want to play will boxing again!! School holiday coming. I needa go on diet and start going jogging daily already. I've become fatter and fatter day by day. My tummy is like so big and i hate seeing it. Who likes being fat!

Pastamania~

2011-10-22T23:49:00.000-07:00

Orchard-bugis-home. The dumbbells bro asked me help him buy make me feel like fainting. Didn't get to watch 'Real Steel' today. So, we decided to watch it on next Friday at Iluma. Gonna find a present for my dad too. His birthday is coming. I'm somehow short of money. I bet dad present it's gonna be so expensive. Should i buy him a watch? I don't know what to get for him! Kbox with friends soon :)

Time to be a rapper.

2011-10-19T19:31:00.000-07:00

Learned how to rap super bass. I didn't failed it. These days are great. Today had inter class competition. Bond with classmates, played basketball with them. It was extremely fun but i got hit on the head when raj wanna throw the ball. All of them was like, 'OMGOMG, Carissa you okay?! You need anything?'. Okay, so good of them. Played the inter class competition, my group was freaking piss off and we all gave up at the last round. We got talked by Mr Kuan and Mdm Suhada. Good things and bad things happen today, i won't forget the good things happen today. It made my day.

I am tired of myself.

2011-10-13T12:43:00.000-07:00

Wooohooo~ EXAMS OVER! It's time for me to party all day long. Jogging with friends, bowling with friends, movie with friends, out with friends! Awesome plans. HAHAHAHA! Planning to bake tooo. Gonna keep myself busy and smile all day long. It's hurts to see me being sad all the time, sometimes, i would even fake a smile. Ok, i'm so bored right now. No pictures to upload. I think no one read my blog either. Can't believe my blog is real boring. Hope there's pictures soon. Bye ya.

Exam period

2011-10-10T15:16:00.000-07:00

FINALLY IT STARTED! WISH ME GOOD LUCK! 70% and above, please i need you. Super afraid of Math and Science. Tomorrow's Physical Education and Computer application exam. I have to do well, my head super blank. I can't believe i like miley cryus alot. Have been watching her videos, movie. I wanna watch The Last Song again. I AM CARISSA TAN YAN LING ♥. BYEBYE.

Feelings fading away.

2011-10-07T20:52:00.000-07:00

She's my new les partner. Have been having fun with her and we were really hyper and crazy. Each day pass, all of us are getting closer. Making new friends, making new buddy, sharing your feelings to your classmate who cared for you. My feelings fading away. If you still care for me, you'll come back to me. But no, you didn't come back. Life without you was hard, stress. I just want to talk to you. I'm willing to be your friend cause i think friends are always better. I don't have to worry about anything.

Don't forget me i beg i'll remember you.

2011-10-06T23:42:00.000-07:00

Exams is starting next week, had English and Mother Tongue eoy exam already. Hope i'll do well for my other subjects too. Been studying my math like a retard all day long. Hourshourshours. Studied Science and Math today, but i don't know why i study so little today. Ok, so, i had my new group members again. :( MJJJC! :) Awesome and great name for our group though it's kinda lame. M= Malcolm, J= Jackson, J= Jiahao, J= Jannah and lastly, C= Carissa which is me! :) HAHAHAHA! Okay bye bye. Done with my rubbish. You got the Moves like Jagger! Danced with Ms Suhada, it was extremely coollll~

I can't find someone better than you.

2011-09-28T23:22:00.000-07:00

English exam is on this Friday and i'm not prepare. Yet to study, what is this! I have been partying and not studying. I need to start saving $$$. I'm not gonna eat in school for the next 2 weeks. I'm seriously broke, i need money! Even better if i can work right now. I think i'm gonna start with my math later? So confused about math. Ain't listening in class, busy thinking of things or sometimes i'm super sleepy in class. I hope you know that i'm still missing you, loving you. I can't let you go, i can't find someone better than you. You're the one i'm looking for, for years.

Johnny English Reborn

2011-09-25T22:22:00.000-07:00

Johnny English with Jasmine and Bro. Bro treated the both of us, woohoo~ i love him. It's really funny and nice, you guys should catch it soon! :) i'm left with nothing now, i have no single cents with me. Been spending so much money these days, not knowing that i have spend everything up. Gonna start saving up money again! Exams coming, gonna start revising, studying from tomorrow onward. Detention tomorrow, 2 hours. Bored like hell, i shall revise in detention room! hehehe

It's time for me to move on.

2011-09-24T23:54:00.000-07:00

Picnic with friends. Pictures~ Ellsya made me so disgusting! (y) Great time with them, great friends. I love them ♥ i'm sunburn again! Boohoo. :'( enjoy the photos we all took!

Waiting for your message.

2011-09-21T23:45:00.000-07:00

It been 1 week+. We two are over, i have to remember this. Hey, i miss you alot. You're the person who i really care, love. I tried to do many things to not think about you but i still think of you, i can't concentrate in class. Thinking of you all day long, hoping that you'll message me again. But you'll never do that. I know you too well. Can you please tweet or something, what are you doing right now? Please tweet.. I just want to know that you're doing fine now. Happy with your life. No problems etc.

Pretending things were fine.

2011-09-14T20:43:00.000-07:00

What can i say? I'm all alone. No more you in my life, you're just my friend. You ain't replying me, i hope you did read those long messages i send you. Your twitter, facebook. Knowing that you're unwell but even if i send you another message, you won't reply. Couldn't get over you and i'm not gonna do it. I'll wait for you like i did last time. Honestly, you're the only person i truly love/like. If i don't truly do that, i won't be thinking of you everyday, loving you everyday. Since 2010.

I'll respect your decision because i love you.

2011-09-12T23:50:00.000-07:00

I'm angry not sad this time. I'm angry at you because i hate how the way you think. I have to respect your decision, we shall be friends. I want you to know that, let's be friend. It'll be better but you ain't replying me. Do you know how long i waited? I don't expect anything, i just want us to be fine. Friends, lovers. It's all okay. After all, i still love you and i want you back to me. I don't want you to leave me anymore, can you be my guy best friend that i have been looking for so long? I really hope you'll see this but you don't stalk my blog. No point of me writing down here and no one see it. Please reply me..

Your Day.

2011-09-08T23:14:00.000-07:00

Today is your birthday. We went out yesterday and watch Glee 3D, it was really awesome. I don't know why we two were awkward and we talk super less to each other. Actually, i was somehow angry at you and idk why. I think you don't know about this. I walk super fast and not caring about you. Can't you see that i'm already angry? When we were going home, in mrt. Idk why am i forcing myself not to look at you but i keep on looking at you. I really had a great day with you. I just miss you so much. Letter to you and your shirt (y) thank you for everything. I promise i won't be awkward with you again.

Give Me Everything

2011-09-03T21:34:00.000-07:00

It just so sudden that you would spend so much time with me. Last time, you would reply me hours later. Now, it's really different. I want to stop everything i should stop right now, i don't want to be guilty anymore. I was neglect last time. That hurts but it's the past.. can i change everything now? I hope so. I don't even care about other people text except yours. I reply your text every minute, i reply to other people like few hours later or i don't even reply them. What's happening to me.

Good Friend Forever

2011-09-01T23:29:00.000-07:00

Teacher's Day. Mdm normah won't be in school until October late so it's like what's the point of us going back to our primary school. But yeah, went to find hanisah outside shuqun. I was really shocked that we wasn't awkward at all, after so long. We're still close and laughing like some mad woman. We both were feeding each other when we were eating our lunch tgt. We two like a les. Went in shuqun with Nasuha, Seri and Hanisah. Miss them as always. Love them. Home after eating ice-cream with my dear girl hanisah (y) Holiday holiday! Kayaking course next week.

Almost love

2011-08-29T20:36:00.000-07:00

Out with my girls for Wcs, Ian fang and Justin Peng fan meet. It was a fail fan meet, we all get angry and went to chill at cold stone creamery for ice cream. Dinner at scape, sakae sushi. Neo-print with them and cab home. I'm out of money. I need to watch movie and go out but i don't have the money, saving money now. I friggin hate my eye bags. When i take photo, i look super ugly.

You and I

2011-08-27T22:53:00.000-07:00

I bought your present. Your favorite color, i hope you'll love it. I hate that i can't do anything for you. When we msg, i can feel that our distance is never going back.. what happen to me, i'm just sick and tired of loving. I will never want to lose you again like how i lose you in the past. Writing you a letter will work, on your birthday. You'll receive everything from me. From the first day we met until now, i'm writing everything inside the letter. Just 1 letter will do. Last call, baby.

Can't you see that i'm still waiting for you?

2011-08-24T17:02:00.000-07:00

I'm still waiting. It seems like you're not missing me anymore. If you miss me, you'll message me but you didn't. It's always me messaging you because i miss you, i guess you don't feel the same way.. or isit because you're too busy so you forget to message me.. Am i the only important person to you or you found someone better? sigh.. i just miss you, message me first for once. 2 weeks 1 day more, will it come true.. i hope it does, i'm gonna get you something special, i think.

I won't ask you, i don't deserve anything.

2011-08-19T15:41:00.000-07:00

Stay back in school with Nasuha, went to library to read chinese story book. Her accent really very cute, headed to the music room after that. Sat down on the bench and listen to those people who are playing drum, guitar and piano. Next week, going to be very busy on the days when i don't have cca. Wanna learn how to play 'Officially missing you' guitar but i don't think i got enough time to learn. Performing in class during Teacher's Day. This is the first time performing to my class. Bye.

You are back baby.

2011-08-14T20:48:00.000-07:00

I'm posting cause my snoopy (kiathuan) wants to read my blog. She said that it's interesting. 4 more weeks to your birthday. Hey, i'm counting down for you (y) I love yesterday! After so long, i finally get to see you. Although i see you from far, it's okay. I'm happy enough, i guess. It's really hard to see you yesterday, you were busy. I didn't let you know that i was actually near you.. i just want to see you everyday but you too packed :'( forget it. Can we be in the same school?.. Im jealous that your friends could see you everyday but i can't. It's even harder to see you right now.

That moment with you is perfect.

2011-08-08T17:43:00.000-07:00

I look so cute in this picture of mine, i think this picture was when i just got my hair cut. We have National Day in school, it was extremely boring and i was busy wishing that time could faster pass. There will be 2 days of holiday until Thursday(y) I have to start reading my story book before 15 August. Needa give back my book soon. I never went out with you for so long, i miss going out with you and i don't think we're meant to be tgt.. it seems like you're busy all the time.. Seeya~

After so long, i still love you.

2011-08-06T20:00:00.000-07:00

Today is so called Pig & Snoopy day (: Out with kiathuan, was wanting to buy myself a red shirt at vivo but i can't find a red shirt that suit me. Spend all my money on food. Didn't bear to use my card so didn't get to use it today. Home early cause we two were tired walking around vivo, train back home. Quite lame, we text each other when we're just standing infront of each other. Bus back home, bought cookies and chocolates (: i just love today. Not only the day out with her, many more things too. I will still love you no matter what happen, i won't change person. I will never leave you.

I can't move on.

2011-08-04T22:23:00.000-07:00

I'm really lazy to update my blog, really sorry. I don't even think got people read my blog. So these days, i have been reading story books. I've become a bookworm. So proud of myself (y) i love myself. I'm trying to make my time pass quickly, i'll wait for the day where i wanna start talking to you again. I don't understand at all, you never let me understand a thing and never let me know you better. Now, i don't even think i'll be able to know you better, i miss you. You'll never come back to me right, i know. It's okay, i'll just wait for the day. You're the only person i truly like/love. I will never fall for another person again and i can't move on.. I read those letter i wrote to you last year.. byebye.

I don't want to be ignored by you.

2011-07-27T23:42:00.000-07:00

1 month pass so slow. I hate that i'm always afraid of losing you, is it i don't believe you or i don't believe myself. Hours... long. Friggin long. I wait and wait and wait. It seems like i don't care but deeply inside my heart, i feel like dying. Don't wanna talk about it anymore. Sick and tired of it. I think i should stop thinking negatively. Today class was really mad, i wasn't in the safe place so i went hiding at somewhere in my class to avoid from getting wet. Why my class so childish.. play water like nobody business. Was talking all the way until math class and went back to my place, and yeah, everything was settle during math class. Boredom in school. Forcing myself not to use phone in class :(

Happy birthday Bingsong!

2011-07-19T21:43:00.000-07:00

First 3 period was pe. It was great, run 2.4km with Nasuha. Didn't really jog, we two were walking all the way. Kiathuan waited for us and we played badminton. Though i don't really know how to play it, i still had some fun. Basketball too~ there's a math test tomorrow and I've yet to study. After school, headed to lakeside Mrt and train to Jurong East. Shuttle bus to IMM, walked to Swensens (y) ordered our food and ice-cream. Our conversation was awkward at first, after that, we suddenly kept on laughing. Slack all the way to 4+ and yeah, headed to garden plaza to play slide. Photos were taken by us (y) shuttle bus back, and there's this uncle in the bus thought i'm a malay. So all of us talk bull-shit with him, saying that i'm a indian and blahblah. Bus back home with Bingsong while Levian and Kiathuan took train back (: I shall say this, i love today very much. No regrets.

Where are you now?

2011-07-18T23:44:00.000-07:00

Nothing better to say about school. Hari said that the way i talk like baby language. He got so many comments about me :( last time he say the way i move like guy blahblahblah. It's all rubbish okay :( not true at all! Training will be starting on August! I'm so free now. No cca, nothing. Ask me out yeah! I have to say this, i lose weight (y) you never know how happy i am but sadly i kept on skipping meals. I shouldn't have skip any meals, now, my stomach is empty :( nothing to talk about, hmm.. i love you (y) forever and i know you love me too!(y) I just miss you so much :( bye bye!

Baby say yes, baby say yes.

2011-07-16T23:29:00.000-07:00

Train to queensway with sist and her classmates to collect their class tee. At first we were super awkward yeah. Didn't really talk to them, was busy listening to music. Train back to pioneer. Went to gekpoh for toilet~ After awhile, no more awkwardness anymore and it's frigging fun yeah! Walked all the way to Jp and train to clementi to find Janice then headed to Aunty Elvie's house. Spam pictures with Jasmine, Janice and sist. Most of them are unglam photos. Enjoy~ Tiring day is today!

Brotzeit German Bier Bar & Restaurant

2011-07-15T12:45:00.000-07:00

My day out with mummy. Cab to Vivo, shop around vivo and bought things for myself and for bro. After that, we headed to brotzeit german bier bar & restaurant to waste our time at there. Walked around vivo alone and shop for male things. Sounds weird. After that went back to find mummy. Home by cab, the queue is like super long and i need to carry those heavy stuffs that we bought from vivo. That's so not cool. I really love boys clothes :( i want to buy it but even if i buy it. Give to who? :(

It's back.

2011-07-13T22:16:00.000-07:00

My dearest phone is back to mummy(me). When to find Mr voon during recess and follow him to get my phone back. Played hide and seek with Nasuha and kiathuan. Have been playing hide and seek with them during recess cause we have nothing better to do and we're lucky. No one caught us playing it. Hide and seek can be my morning exercise already. CEP class was the last period, went to the dance studio to have our class there. There's 4 people from Singapore Poly came to teach us about 'saving money'. Edwin(one of the singapore poly guy) who taught us is damn cute and his smile look like small kid. His charming. Had to do class duty after school, after math, home with kiathuan. Sucha boring day.

Sorry, i love you.

2011-07-09T20:57:00.000-07:00

After reading my recently posts, i think that i'm so childish. Small kid updating their own blog with funny words. 5 more days <3 i decided to stop asking for spare phone from my friends. I should just wait and get back my phone from dm. I am so bored now. No ones entertaining me, i'm a loner once again. I've been sleeping the whole day of today. Totally no life at all, i'll try finding something to do to kill my boredom. And yes, see the photos on top? Took it with mum just now (:

Without you..

2011-07-08T15:00:00.000-07:00

Look at my adorable retarded face! 3 days without my phone, i am bored at home. Can't text or anything. 5 more days to go, come on~ time please move faster. Guess what i'm doing at home without anything! I'm sleeping like some pigs. Today is Friday, just ate at kfc and mum gave me spaghetti. I can't eat anymore, i'm fat! Emo-ing now and i'm just so despo for phone.. I feel that i kept on annoying you.. I can't help myself, i think i should stay silence. I can be crazy at times, cherished it yeah!

Saddest day ever.

2011-07-06T17:08:00.000-07:00

I cried for like 4 times today. I should say this, today is the worse day ever i had this month. There is so many things happen today and i don't want to say it. I just feel like crying.. my phone is confiscated for 1 week and i think it's so stupid, cos i never even use my phone. I just hold my phone cos i want to see something and Mr Ali take my phone. I was busy reading book.. k sigh, i should take it as a lesson. I'm super rude to my form teacher.. i like want to start fight until she give me that stupid face and i said forget it. I just want my phone back. Try not messaging for 1 week. It's only 7 days, bear with it Carissa! And yes, thanks my teammates for comforting me. I feel better now. Still thinking of what to do for 7 days. No messaging~ i think sleep for the whole day will be good.

We have no confidence at first..

2011-07-02T10:12:00.000-07:00

Water fest is today. Bus to marina barrage with teammates, there's so many free things to eat and drink. Waited for a few hours with no confidence at all. C division start at 1+, it was so awesome! We get in 1st (Y) waited for the B division to row, they got in 1st too! After prize presentation, we have to go home our own-self. Decided to take cab with Sara, Carmen, Kiathuan and Xiaohui cause we're lazy to take the MRT. We can't find any taxi at all, walked for a few km. We stupidly walk until the expressway. Found a cab at last, prank call in the taxi. It was fun, even the taxi driver was laughing. We went to Jp to meet our other teammates to eat Pizza hut. Ate my dinner with them, home at 9.00PM. Really hope all the sec1 in dragonboat could start bonding tgt. Sick and tired of everything..

My life can't be any perfect without you.

2011-06-27T23:39:00.000-07:00

Today is the first day of school reopen. Which is totally sucks, everything change. Timetable change and school extend. Not really that close with my classmates anymore but some. Out with khaiwee after school. Laughter and madness we two had. I had a very awesome time with her though. Didn't get to study today, i'm gonna start studying soon. And yes, i don't even think i can concentrate in class. My class is still as noisy like last time. Fml. Sigh.. I can't even hear a thing what my teacher had said. Good luck to myself and good luck on me losing weight. No more fast-food please Carissa! Control your diet. Teehee! And finally, cca taking weight tomorrow :( regretted eating fast-food. Sighh..

Why aren't you messaging me?

2011-06-23T21:36:00.000-07:00

Kayaking is extremely fun i promise! You guys outside must really try kayaking. Seeing people who capsize more than once looks cool. Some people even shouted cos they scare they might capsize all of a sudden. Tried kayaking with huiling, it was fun. Didn't eat my lunch today, decided not to eat my dinner too. I'll faint soon~ Just came home from shengsiong with brother. When there to buy those things mum asked us to. I'm still so sad cos you're ain't messaging me. I shall wait and wait and wait..

Today is the 3rd day we didn't talk to each other.

2011-06-22T23:34:00.000-07:00

I suppose you don't even care about it. Do you know how hurt it was? I could really cry because of you. I waited for your text, i thought you would message me. I was expecting too much already. I think, not even 1 year we can be as close as how we used to be. I'm still waiting like some foolish girl again. I text you, you didn't reply. Am i irritating you? Alright then, i don't want to be a irritating girl. I need you here.. I wish i was ill, i really wanna know who really care about me and who don't.

I miss you, do you?

2011-06-21T22:16:00.000-07:00

I miss them! See those girls on my pictures, i miss them so much! Weiting, Khaiwee and Jiayun. Although i meet them for a few hours only but it's awesome! Slacked at Jurong west, near shuqun primary. It been so long ever seen i see them/meet them. We are the 'Happy Family.' What a cool clique name~. 'I miss you.. Are we falling apart again? I cried because of you, i think of you everyday. I've deeply fallen in love with you. Not talking to you makes me feel like i'm losing you real soon. It seems likes you have stop caring me like how you used to care.. Could you feel that i'm scare?..

Will you leave me alone again?

2011-06-20T11:47:00.000-07:00

Thinking about negative things again. Why won't it be positive? At least one time can't be positive? Endless love.. i'm not interested in anything but only you. I realize i have change. I used to be really funny, my hair looks like mushroom when i first cut my hair short when i was in primary6. I prefer my hair long than short hair. I love my currently hair. Though it may not be nice to you all but to me it's beautiful~ 1 more week to school reopen! I don't want to be in school.. maybe going out with mum and sist later. I'm done with my post. Bye! I'll be back again.

I need you.

2011-06-18T18:40:00.000-07:00

I've been waiting for so long. Jealousy is all over me. I told myself that if i were to write a letter to you, i'll keep it and give it to you 1 year later. I didn't expect so much from you.. i just want to take a glance at you and talk to you. Your promises you made, will it be fulfilled? I've been worrying about so much things these days. I get hyper, moody, sad, angry etc. I see you still prefer her more than me.. hope things will be fine and i don't want it to stop after a few months later. I somehow calculate how many years i want to be with you, but i don't think it will come true. Don't think too much, it's just my imagination. Long messages are the best, i hate seeing short message from the people i wanna text.

Happy 14th Birthday Jiayi!

2011-06-15T23:39:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday to jiayi! (: Spend my day out with Jasmine, Jiayi and Michelle (: I get to eat my cheese cake and meatballs at Ikea (Y) Cold stone creamery was great i promise. I hate the weather~ The hot sun freak me out, can sun tanned already. I'm too black, can't sun tanned anymore. Really hate my skin now, *ignore. I know my blog is childish (: my post is like small kid~ i rather become a kid than a mature girl (: Hate my post don't read, just view my pictures (: I don't mind. Byebye~

I'm just the another girl you like.

2011-06-08T20:04:00.000-07:00

Woke up super early cos i'm afraid Nasuha might spam called me. Once i wake up, on the laptop straight and use it (: bathe then off the meet her at Jp. I was late. I should have chase the bus, i was busy with my bread so didn't chase it. I bet she's frigging bored waiting for me. Bought my pen at harris then off to library. After awhile, decided to go to cck library. Reached cck, had our lunch first then studied for 1hr? After math, went to the arcade then food again. Jp to find mum and dad then home (: I'm out of money, me no more cash already. I need money$.. my shoulder is aching again..

Rashes over me.

2011-06-05T15:32:00.000-07:00

Rashes irritate me. I've been suffering for 1 day, hard time for me. Sist have been helping me to apply stuffs on my body. What a kind sister i have (: hehehe! I was afraid to scratch myself infront of her cos i know she will scold me. Finally i am recover. But somehow i still feel kinda itchy esp my hand and leg. What's wrong with me. My phone cannot charge properly :( i want to get a new phone so badly. Please buy me a new phone daddy. I was hoping to spend more time with you during the June holiday, my wish will never come true. It's okay. I'm so bored at home :( fml.

Weird day.

2011-06-04T15:43:00.000-07:00

My epic face :D
Finally i can go back to my blogger again. I don't know what did i do to go back to my profile. Anyhow click and it finally work. I almost went crazy cos i can't blog anymore. Make my life bored :( So, i shall post everything i should post. Gonna post alot of things today (: Yay! So yeah, today is a weird day. Cca, had my morning run with my teammates. When back to water venture and my whole body went itchy. Do 1 exercise and stop. Sit at the bench and day dream until idk what time. Home straight after cca. So here i am, busy scratching my body now. Urghhh! So itchy :( I want cry already. Can't take the itchiness :( will not be going out today (: gonna sleep soon. I'm tired, totally got no strength at all.

This is called unique.

2011-06-03T22:57:00.000-07:00

Nasuha spam called me 20 times and message me 5 times? So awesome! Finally i woke up at 12.15PM. Rush myself, didn't bathe. I so dirty :x Wash myself and off to meet her at Jp (: Went to Lai Lai kitchen and had my lunch at there. After math, walked to kiathuan's house to get Nasuha consent form. Was laughing at random people, somehow we two were insulting them. Nasuha lost her $50 that her mum gave her to buy smth. After traveling to school to return form, travel to Harbour front to meet her dad to get the money from him. Walked around vivo, pictures and home (: Watched Music bank, beast (Y) hahaha! Slept until 9.20PM, computer and sleep again. Such a boring life but i love it (:

Hope we won't failed again.

2011-05-31T21:45:00.000-07:00

I'm late for my cca. 4 minutes late :( pumping! woah :x Cca is getting tougher :( it was raining. My shoe was extremely wet. Walked to Jasmine's house, bake cake with Jasmine and Jiayi (: hehehe! We don't know what the hack we're doing. All messed up, though it was a failed cake. But still nice to eat (: haha! Had a great time with them (: mad laughter, watched video and home at 6+ (: tiring day. All i do at home is sleep. Everyday i'm back home i goes to sleep and dream of smth awesome!

June holiday! (Y)

2011-05-27T10:48:00.000-07:00

Are you happy that there's no more school for us for 1 month? yay! I'm happy but kinda dislike something. We still need to go back for cca. I hope my June holiday will be fun. I wanna spend more time with you but i don't think can. I'll be at home if no one asked me out. So yeah, ask me out (: maybe i'll go if i'm not lazy. Saving money for lots of things. I need to buy smth important and i'm short of money. I've be spending it away when i go out. Is either i go eat or i spend it on nonsense thing. I want to watch movie!! There's so many nice movie coming out. So excited for all those shows i want to watch. See ya soon. Tag my blog and make my blog alive! Thanks.

Sore throat, cough and flu..

2011-05-19T23:14:00.000-07:00

I have to say this. I love today <3 Pe was tiring cos i played badminton with my classmates (: Was sweating like hell. So uncomfortable after pe :( I'm sticky and smelly. Whole day playing in class. Sat with bingsong and played with his phone during lesson time. After school, ate my lunch with Nasuha and Kiathuan. Long time no eat in school already (: Haha~ I always wanna save money that's why i don't want to eat. Had my dragon boat orientation. Walked to water venture and coach asked me why me and kh come. We extra there :p It's was fun, but i hate being splash only. David and Michelle splash me until my whole body wetttt. I was the last one to go out the boat. How great. Everyone abandon me yea :( kidding. Coach and David kept on bullying me :( home, bathe and sleep. Woke up when the irritating telephone keep ringing. Answer it and faster go out and eat with mum, bro, sis and Jr. Jr ask me why my face like want beat people up. Omgomg :x I sick :( Sang Karaoke with them too! bye.

I'm not scary.

2011-05-16T22:52:00.000-07:00

Went to meet blogshop buyer at lakeside mrt. I was so shocked to see them behind me and i even call them. haha~ I heard them saying that i'm scary? I'm not even scary my dear :( after math, went to platform and waited for huiling. Cos meeting her at 1 and i'm early. Listen to songs while waiting (: Mrt to bugis. Walked around bugis junction and bugis street. After math, decided to go to iluma and enjoy the quietness :p There's not much people inside iluma so headed up to the sky at level 7. Sat on the fake grass (; damn cute. Suddenly have a strong headache so went back home. Mrt back home after that. Enjoy my day with Huiling <3 Reached home, sleep like some pigs :( Stress these days T.T

Happy Birthday Gilbert Bro!

2011-05-15T14:19:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday bro! Greatest brother i have. Awesome brother, play with me everytime when i'm bored. Disturb me when he have nothing to do. Always trying to make me angry. Always want to show-off that his stronger than me. Always asking me to arm wrestling with him but i keep losing. I have a very very very great brother! Though i always want to have a younger brother but i always treat my elder brother like my younger brother. Wanna know why, his just too childish. I love him (Y) We have the different skin color, many people misunderstand about we two because even our looks are different. I still remember there's a guy from our primary school thought we were couples cause we went home together. So lame! I'm gonna steal my bro's money. Chey, kidding (: Have fun and enjoy during your birthday. I know you love me even more right. Haha

2011-05-14T23:00:00.000-07:00

Mum celebrate bro birthday today but his birthday is tomorrow. People come to our house, was bored at first. Didn't really have the mood to play. I don't have pms or whatever shit but just don't feel like talking. Was freaking bored until night, asked Phyllis to come down. Mac with her and Jason (: Was gossiping! Haha! Ate our dinner at mac. After math, walked back to my house. After awhile inside my room, Phyllis went home. Only left with Jason, went to mac again. He treated me Milo! Yay. Everyone went home around 2. Hehe~

Happy Mothers Day! (Y)

2011-05-08T23:35:00.000-07:00

Happy Mothers Day mummy! You're the best though you kept on scolding me. I love you. So yeah, today is mothers day so we decided to go out. Went to Vivo (: Ate pepper lunch for lunch. After math, went to buy things. Jiayi and her family join us for mothers day too. How great (: Heheh! Walked around with Jiayi while Brother play with Stanley(boyoby). Sister drank with the 2 mothers. Had a awesome time with Jiayi. Was kinda mad, i shuffle and people look at me. But it's at the night (: If it's in the afternoon, i'll be embarrassing myself even more. Joke around and many many more. Took bus home (: I'm retarded today and i like it how the way i'm doing it (:

2011-05-06T23:14:00.000-07:00

It's May! I didn't have the time to update my blog so yea it's dead. My blogskin is the same and my blog song too. I'm just too lazy to change everything but i'm gonna change it soon. Exams are starting next week, i really hope i could get 70%. Though i didn't study really hard for my exams but i really do listen in class. But yeah, i think i only good at Math and English. Science and Chinese aren't my good subject :/ I will have to work really hard. I find that i'm so useless sometimes :( I want things to be fine but i'm just letting it even worser. I'm stress these days :( Facebook are getting even more bored right. I'm loving twitter day by day :p Goodnight peeps!

Another day.

2011-04-30T23:14:00.000-07:00

Actually today was a very important day but i never attend it due to some reason :( I really hope i could go but my mum really is mad at me. So i decided not to go. Stay at home, make video with sissy (: Slept after that. Wake up at 8PM then went to have our dinner at the coffee shop near our house. Brother order Crab and many many more food (; I'm like some retarded today :p I love it! Like so long never become so retarded like today already. I'm going to update my own blogshop since i didn't have to time to do it last time. Sorry Jasmine and Jiayi~!

Nationals!

2011-04-29T22:38:00.000-07:00

Went to school with Joey early in the morning. Took taxi cause the bus will be coming at 6.50++. Need to reach school by 6.45 so we decided to take taxi. Was finding taxi like some crazy womens. Sited at the Foyer. Took school bus, sited with Kiathuan! We were irritating each other like some retards. Was listening to Justin Bieber songs on the bus. Let her hear cause i want to influence her (: She was like 'What song is this?' Hahaha! Arrived at Bedok Reservoir. Slack until 10.10AM, had 500m race. Yuan ching got 2nd place (: Didn't know that i shout the hard 5 super loud. I shout cause i can't breath already~ After race, waited for don't know how many hours just for the 250m. End up it been cancel due to the weather. Cried until so badly :( Jp with Huiling and Yilin. Ate our dinner then home (: I have been going home damn late. Parents are mad at me :(

2011-04-24T23:30:00.000-07:00

It's Sunday. Took train to Bukit batok with brother. Bus to Nicolette's house (: Ate our lunch at there. Bus to Westmall with Brother, Marshall and Jasmine. Walked around and bought my ear stick and hair tie at May fashion (: Wasted my money on so many rubbish stuffs :( Played at the playground. Me and Jasmine were freaking hungry and we two have no more money left. Hungry like mad! No strength and feeling dizzy. Walked back and had our dinner downstairs the house. Marshall play with Black cat! Omg. I'm afraid of cats! Took pictures with Xander and Jasmine. His cuteee! Home early due to there's school tomorrow :(

Happy Birthday Great Grand-Father Uncle!

2011-04-23T23:59:00.000-07:00

Cca in the morning. Went to Jp with Huiling, Ldyia, Mavis and Yilin. Ate our lunch at Jp. Bought drinks at mac. After math, bus back home with Ldyia. Watched Glee2 MTV then went to sleep until 7. Brother last minute asked me if i wanna go to hotel to celebrate our Great Grand Father Uncle Birthday. So decided to go with Brother and Dad. Since there's people in my house, mum decided not to go. It's was fun, talked to uncle and aunt. Sat with them and talk about blogshop etc. Have fun looking at those pictures (: I don't even know whose my cousins ;p

Temasek Regatta competition

2011-04-21T22:38:00.000-07:00

Had db competition today. I'm happy cause there will not be lesson for us (: Bus to bedok. First was heats, didn't row. Second was final, row (: Great! Yuan ching got 1st. I'm glad that i didn't give up. Bus back to school after the competition. Pizza hut with huiling, huiting, Carmen, Sara, xiaohui, biyan, Natalie, jasmine, tienling, Joanne, irene, yin huei, Peiying and Joey!! Played game since we were bored after eating, it's kinda disgusting cause it's a horrible drink. If we lose we have to drink it. The bill was expensive! After math, decided to go to Stadium. Took train there, play and run around the track. Have to run so many times :( Tired! Home at 8+. Enjoy the pictures (: National for db competition next friday! Jiayou everyone :) I hope we will win again.

2011-04-16T23:35:00.000-07:00

Didn't have my cca today. Decided to go to Jiayi's house with Jasmine. Walked to Jasmine's house. Jiayi came along too (: Went up to her house, suddenly rain! :( Run to the bus-stop with umbrella. We 3 like retards. Run until so funny :) Hahaha! Bus to Jp. Walk around and see until dance at the 1st floor. It's wonderful! Took bus 157 and 106 to Jiayi's condo after math. Swim with them was fun, was playing in the pool. The pool is not really deep. Unlike the swimming complex pool, the deep pool super deep. Bathe then went up to Jiayi house. Make rice ball, fail! :( End up we throw the rice ball away. Wasted right? Took Mrt to Jurong west interchange then bus back to Jasmine's house. Had fun in her house, use computer and slept on her bed until 11. Home @ 11+ (:

2011-04-13T17:11:00.000-07:00

I hated today due to some reason. Not really hate but still i'm still okay with it. Lessons were bored. I got 8 for my math test. Urgh! Can't believe i have so many careless mistake. I should have read again and again then i won't get such a disappointing marks. Music lesson sucks! Teacher didn't come and we have to go back to our own class. Played and was scolded by teacher. After that, i suddenly became moody and tired. Slept during form teacher period. Didn't know why too but i had a great time sleeping on my desk. She was talking rubbish so i don't care. After school, mac with Nasuha & Syakila. I'm full :( I been having stomachache now adays

2011-04-09T00:42:00.000-07:00

Had my cca in the morning. Didn't run due to my ankle was injured. Was slacking at water venture. I was bored to death at there seriously. Ended training early, took train to Jp with Huiling. Went to find Bingsong & Levian at KFC. After eat our lunch, took bus to Stadium. Went to gym and train our bodies (: Me and huiling was doing so much station but the 2 of them like slacking. Met until Mr kuan, he went to train the boys then. Hehehehe~! He helped us with the bend over row. So many people was looking at us. After gym, jp again with huiling. Bbq near jp, was boring cause i was tired and sleepy. I think i shall not let people hold and play with my paddle anymore :@ Slept at Ian's room like a pig until 11. Home @ 12 ^^ Today is a tiring day and i cried today. Isn't it sad?

Sports day

2011-04-08T23:35:00.000-07:00

I woke up late so Nasuha didn't wait for me. Forgotten to get money and i just go out from my house. She went first and i went to clementi with Kiathuan & Azhar. We were late, we bought ice-cream from Mac while walking to the stadium. The hot sun-light made me sweat like crazy. Went to find my other friends from other classes and played with them for awhile then went back to my own classmates. Had a awesome time during Sports day. After sports day, went to KOI with Huiling, Kiathuan, Nasuha, Syakila & Iffah. After math, went to mac with Syakila at Taman Jurong. Slacked with her until 5+. Home, changed then slack with her again until 7 around her house. Ate so much today~ Hehe! Today is fun and i love it. Kept on eating when i was with Syakila. Hahaha!

2011-04-06T22:20:00.000-07:00

No one tag my tagboard. My blog is forever dead wanna know why? Cause i don't update my blog when i'm free. So, these few days i'm moody, angry and sad. My life is always suck like how it use to be. No use pretending to be happy when i'm not even happy. I'm becoming more and more black. More look like Malay now :( Don't misunderstand me as a Malay. I'm a Chinese!! School is always the same. Class noisy, stand up. Make my leg tired. We been standing up these days. I hate it! Khaiwee ah Khaiwee. Don't learn bad things from me (: Hehehe. Must read this post cause got your name on my post. Happy anot? I'm a romantic girl ^^ Sweet? Yes. I'm sweet.

2011-04-02T23:01:00.000-07:00

Had my cca in the morning. Went to Jurong east with Huiling&Huiting and went to kallang with them and several people. Was late for cca, pumping! Okay. Shall skip skip. I row boat until want cry. I run/jog like a mouse and i can't believe it. Laughing at myself for no reason. Haha! I'm weird~ After cca, went to KOI with Huiling & Sharon. Great time with them, bought for Jasmine KOI. I'm a good friend. Walked around Clementi mall with them. There's so many nice things at Clementi mall, i feel like going there again. Took train back and walked home. I have blister on my foot. I'm going jogging with Sissy and Jasmine tomorrow (:

2011-03-30T22:40:00.000-07:00

School was normal. I just felt sleepy in class and i have no mood. But i have no choice but to be happy infront of my friends. I don't want them to be worried for me. After hearing that you like her, i'm angry and disappointed on you. Slept during MT class. Sited alone at the back cause i was moody. Kept disturbing my partner during lesson time. I think when i disturb him, i get excited and i have fun bullying him. After school, went to Jp with Kiathuan and ate Pepper lunch with her ^^ Gossip (Y) Slacked at Harris and read books ^^ So interesting! Was explaining every details to Kiathuan :D I think we two super lame. Read about pregnancy book. Learn lots of things.

2011-03-26T23:30:00.000-07:00

So, i know my blog is always dead. Use to it already :P Hehe! Sorry for not updating my blog for 1 week. I haven't been great these days. Let me get to the point. Let me start from the first part. Was late for cca with Bingsong due to i waited for him and we went together. I'm so kind! Aww. After cca, went to Jp with Xiaohui and eat my lunch. After eating, walked around Jp and rush back home. After bathe, faster go out with mum and sister. When to Amanda's house. Had a great laughter there. Was super sleepy then. Slept there for 1 hour. My eyes just kept on closing. Didn't know it was Magee birthday :D Happy birthday! ^^ Happy Birthday to Jason too!

2011-03-18T23:39:00.000-07:00

Went to bugis to eat in Seoul garden. Went out from my house around 10 or 11? Took bus with Jasmine and then meet Jiayi, Ellsya, Irfan & Michelle at Jp interchange. Took train to bugis, walked around until 1.30PM. Ellsya didn't join us due to some reason. So headed to Seoul garden, took lots of food but i think i eat very less. I was super full then. Ate dessert too! After math, was deciding if we should go to Sentosa (: So, took train to vivo and went into Sentosa!! Had so much fun in Sentosa. Jiayi was mad!! Irfan anyhow curse people. Saw so many bad things happen :( After math, walked around vivo with Jasmine & Irfan. Took bus 30 home. Reached home at 8+, had so much fun today! Enjoy those photos we taken. Though it's less, waiting for Irfan to upload more pictures.

2011-03-16T10:32:00.000-07:00

When to watch movie early in the morning. Watched 'The adjustment bureau'. Watched it with Bs. It was a great show, though i wanna watch 'I am number four' and 'Big Mommas, Like father Like son' so much. I hope to watch other great movie next time. After movie, took train to Habour front to find mummy and her friends. Took bus to sentosa (: Walked around Sentosa with Jiayi. The two of us were mad, went to different places after we were bored. A very far place where no one know where we are. Was wanting to play with the water but i forget to bring my clothes along. So, i'm clever. I done something lame, i went into the water until my knee ^^ Hahaha! I find the water so clean. Make me feel like swimming!!~~ Home early :( Took taxi home with Grandma and mum.

2011-03-15T23:16:00.000-07:00

Cca early in the morning. After cca, went to prate shop with Kiathuan, Wanqi & Amirah to have our lunch. End up i didn't eat prata, i drank milo (: Hehehe. After math, took train to city hall with Bs. Walked around then was wanting to take train to clementi, my ez-link card suddenly no money. Wrong timing :( So wasted $5 just to top up my card. Heart break! Make me waste all of my money away :( Bought KOI for myself and Jasmine! Shop around then bus home. Had a great time with Mavrick, Jasmine and Megan ^^ Sang songs with them outside my house. Though it was kinda lame but i find it awesome! Sang lots of Cody Simpsons songs^^ Yay.

2011-03-11T23:35:00.000-08:00

School was boring. It's normal :) I'm always bored in school. Hahaha! Got back my report book. It was a great shock cause i hate my results :( After school, slack with Nasuha and Kiathuan. After math, headed to westmall to find Jasmine, Jiayi and Michelle. Took bus to Jiayi house! I love her house :P We bake Marble cake!! It's yummy. Cooked noodles for our lunch. Was mad at her house, great time with them. Took taxi home with Jasmine and Michelle. It costs bucks! Cca is always tough but it's fun. Hehehe! My dead blog rock.

2011-03-10T22:55:00.000-08:00

Late for swimming lesson again. Nasuha waited for me (: After math, decided to take cab with Azhar since we see till him waiting for someone. End up 3 of us taking cab together (: Paid for the taxi fair. It's my allowance! Was moody during swimming lesson. Coach said that i was thinking of my boyfriend cause i was lonely. I love nasuha! She paid for my food and drinks. Hehehe. Was super sleepy in class and my hair is super irritating. After school, Jp with Kiathuan, Bingsong & Raj. Ate pepper lunch then headed to Indoor stadium. Didn't run today, i find that today is the worst day ever this week. Looking forward to tomorrow :P Baking~~

2011-03-06T21:05:00.000-08:00

Went to TJSC at 4. Meet Jasmine&Megan at there. Then headed to order something :P After that, went to NTUC and buy Megan ingredients (: Treated them BBT! Walked to TJG and slack at there. After math, took bus and walk to Subway and ate my dinner with Sissy. I'm hoping tomorrow will be a awesome day! My bag will be heavy tomorrow. My back bone hurts, when i start bending my body it hurts so badly. So yeah, i somehow not looking forward to any activities in school. Gotta update my blog tomorrow if there's pictures taken.

2011-03-05T23:14:00.000-08:00

Training early in the morning. Woke up late, hurry bathe and get ready with my stuffs and off to Lakeside Interchange. Top up my Ez-link card :( Wasted my money. Training was tough. Shall not elaborate about it. My tears drop after doing 80 pumping. The sun-light was strong and i can't take it. After training, walk to interchange with sec1. Was wanting to go to Bugis. End up didn't go. Trained to West mall with Bingsong and had a great time with him. Ate my lunch at west mall. Home @4.50PM. Bathe and waited for mum and took car to Amanda house (: Was so anti social at first then after that she start talking to me :D Hehe. Great time at her house but quite boring :( Looking forward to more outing outside with pictures. I'm starting to love old songs ~~

2011-03-04T22:48:00.000-08:00

Friday is a short day in school. I somehow hate Friday and i don't know why. School was normal. Chatted with Nasuha, great time with her (: Change sit in CPA class. Sited beside Jackson. I think we two talk super loud. Teachers keep coming to our table. Hahaha. Home early today (: Slept until 5. Sissy thought that i went out and she keep on calling my phone. I'm inside the room and she thought i went out! :@ Subway with her at 6. Dinner was that and mum bought laksa for us. Gave dad my laksa (: Slim down :P

2011-02-28T22:58:00.000-08:00

School totally sucks and i don't know why. Nasuha is having sore throat so didn't really talk to her cause she have no voice to talk and i felt so awkward. MT class was boring. Scored 40/50 for my test paper (: I feel proud of myself. Hehehe! After school slacked at Lakeside Mrt to kill time and i suddenly saw till Mdm Normah! I miss her. Talked to her for awhile and then she went off to china town. Went to find Jasmine, Jiayi, Yuting and Michelle. Bought Koi with them :D I'm super full after drinking Koi. Tomorrow cca training will be tough cause it will be land training!! I hope i won't be suffering. Omg! Goodnight goodnight :D

2011-02-26T23:59:00.000-08:00

Went to Jp with Jason. Walked around with him and bought lots of food to eat. Saw until Phyllis at arcade then played basketball game with her. Arcade was boring so headed to other places and walk around. Spend so much money on food then went back to Ian's house and asked for money. Ate subway for dinner. After math, walked to the playground and play with him. He's maddd! Had a awesome time with him. Went back home at 11.30PM.

2011-02-24T23:00:00.000-08:00

Ate my breakfast at McDonald with Nausha. Waited for Kiathuan and Qianli to come then headed to the bus stop and wait for bus. End up we took taxi cause the bus is so long. The taxi uncle drive us until outside the swimming complex and 4 of us felt embarrassed. Swimming lessons was fun, i'm playing with myself in the pool most of the times. Had English class test and i find that i just randomly write my answer on the paper and went to sleep. CCA was tough, i jog super slow. Tomorrow have cross country :( Not fun at all. Home early today :D Great sleep after training. I have been eating less these days! My appetite have becoming to useless.

2011-02-21T20:42:00.000-08:00

I was expecting school to be awesome today. So, it's kinda sucks and nice. Bully hari during lesson time. Omg! He's super afraid of me. I'm not scary at all, i'm just playing with you. Hahahhaha, during SS class. Mr Ali called me out and i was covering my face and ignore :P Mr Ali is being so funny during SS class. He shouted 'omg' to me cause i said se7en is hot. MT class was normal, played during lesson time. After school, Jp with Nasuha, Kiathuan, Qianli, Bingsong, James, Nasullah and Raj. Slacked at library then went to find Jasmine and Jiayi and we had our dessert together :D Had our Yumi Yoghurt too! Home after math. I'm kinda lazy to go for tomorrow dragon boat training but have no choice. I need to go :( Hope tomorrow training is fun!

2011-02-19T23:16:00.000-08:00

Went out with Jiayi. Meet her at Jurong East Mrt and took the train together to Somerset. Walked around Somerset. Two of us were so blur and we just randomly go around. Ate our lunch and we bought famous amos :D Ohyeah ohyeah! Look at those yummy chocolate and i want to buy it. It's so tempting. Walked to Orchard and bought some food. Took the wrong train home. And we stopped at Lavender and waited for another train. Hearing songs while waiting for the train and we two were singing loudly. Reached home @ 9+. Ate subway for my dinner :D Hehehe. I washed my shoes already but still abit dirty cause i hate taking my sweet time.

2011-02-16T15:28:00.000-08:00

School these days were fun. Day by day things change. I receive nothing for Valentine. Dragon boat is tomorrow! :( I don't like to do pumping. I'm suffering by doing pumping. I'm a slow learner :( Today sucks and i actually wanna slap a girl. How dare she insult my friend. Once i look at her face, all i want to do is slap her face but didn't do it today. She's gonna watch out from me. I'm sick :( Having flu, cough and fever. How awesome it is? Mum forced me to eat pills for fever yesterday and i have to eat it. Hope tomorrow will be fun. Swimming! Omg.

2011-02-12T02:11:00.000-08:00

Out with Jiayi at around 3+ and i thought i was late. Took the train to City hall and she went to take her thing! After that, walked around city hall since we're bored. After walking around, took train to orchard. Ate my lunch at orchard. Had a awesome time with Jiayi. Both of us kept on talking and we didn't see those shops inside and we kept on walking around and never sit down. Our legs are tired so we sit for awhile then continue walking again. After math, took train to Westmall with her. Meet Jasmine, Jason, Mavrick, Megan and Nicolette. Then we went separated :( Ate at Koufu. Bought lots of food and slack around. Had a great time with Jasmine, Jason, Mavrick and Jiayi today :D Please ask me something in formspring!! Thank you :D BYE BYE.

2011-02-11T22:43:00.000-08:00

Didn't post for very long already. Dragonboat training was tough and now my back bones are pain. I need some massage! Today school was not so fun. Nasuha mum and Kiathuan Sister are awesome. After school, walk around school with those 2 girls and sited at the red chair and slack for awhile and walked to MRT Interchange. Bused back home and waited for Sister and walked to Bowling Center subway. Bought my food and eat, waited for Jasmine and Jiayi to come and eat their lunch in Subway. Had lots of laughter with them in Subway. Omg! I think we're super noisy. After math, walk to Jurong Sec then took bus 154 to Jp. Saw until Grandma and started asking money from her :P Bought Anderson Ice-cream. Had a great time with them :D Finally brother came back home at 6+. Kinda disappointed in someone. So dumb... Dream high rock! Hehehhe.

2011-02-06T23:30:00.000-08:00

When out with my family and grandma today. Sadly brother didn't come along due to so much assignment to do. Trained to Marina bay at 6. Played with sister inside the train. I kept on laughing, my tears are dropping. Hahahaha. Played some stupid games with her until City hall. Walked around and ate dinner. I want to play those games!! So tempting. After eating our dinner, sited down at somewhere and slacked for awhile. Played black and white with sister. I hate losing! Punishment sucks and very painful. Home at 11. Tomorrow is school already :( I want more holidays! Ohyeah, had so much fun during CNY. I want more $$$. I get so less $ this year :(

2011-02-02T23:30:00.000-08:00

Childhood friends came to my house today. Watched Dream high early in the morning until 3+. Watched until ep5 already. Shall continue it tomorrow! Ate chocolate and talked to Mavrick. Waited for Jasmine to come, at 6 went to Taman Jurong Bowling Centre to play bowling. I'm super lousy in playing bowling already. I'm the lowest and i had to treat them mac. Ate mac for our dinner. After math, walked to the big playground near my house and slacked at there. Saw familiar faces and said hi to them. When i play swing, my head will be dizzy. Some of the boys played basketball with a unknown guy. I didn't get to shoot in the first time. I was wanting to take another shoot but don't dare ask :/ Went back home and took videos in my room then back to the playground and take photos and play with seesaw. Sat at Jasmine's dad lorry and play some games and i really love it alot! They went back home after that. Kendrick is so handsome today! Sissy said that he look like taemin with his bangs :D I find that it's true! Tomorrow going to Allen's house. I WANT TO GET MORE HONGBAO!!!

2011-01-31T23:29:00.000-08:00

Had a awesome time in school today. I'm totally hate some girls in my class. Such a copy cat :/ What i do want to copy. Argh! I love to disturb people in my class. After school went out with Kiathuan and Nasuha. Nasuha can't eat pepper Lunch so she went back home and ate my lunch with KiatHuan. Walked around Jp and slack around. Waited for Brother until i don't know what time. Should have bring my key along with me. Mum didn't buy my guitar :( Mum bought so many salty fish and i love it alot. Dragonboat is starting after CNY :D

2011-01-29T21:05:00.000-08:00

Hello hello. My blog is dead :D Ohyeah Ohyeah, i get into Dragonboat and i'm super hyper and happy. I had diarrhea today and a very painful stomachache. Bathe quickly and took the wrong bus. Stop at Lakeside primary and waited for bus 30 to come. Reach Jp at 1+. Waited for Jiayi and ate lunch with Yuting, Jasmine and Jiayi :D Didn't eat Hokkien mee for so long already and i finally get to eat it today! After math, went to buy Michelle birthday present. Made cake for Michelle at basement and i'm really suck at decorating cake. Celebrate her birthday at somewhere. Had so much fun with them. After celebrating her birthday, went back to Jp and walked around. Home sweet home @5.45. Enjoy the pictures :P I regretted not going to SS3 concert. Is like people who go to SS3 concert had so much fun and get to touch Super Junior hands. I should have buy the ticket yesterday.